Five.
Five years today we lost you.
Sometimes it feels like yesterday we were planning, preparing for you - then just as easy as going to sleep the night before, waking up October 9th, 2009 and it was over.
I still pray and think of you every day. I pray she loves you as much as I do. I wonder if you like school. I pray someone is sharing the love of Jesus with you. I pray this pain would go away.
I don't know why we were put in this spot, why we still are childless. People take for granted hearing the words mommy or daddy coming out of their childs mouth. What I would give to hear a child calling for his daddy and that daddy being Scott.
five, this day doesn't get easier. Even though we have started our journey into fostering - hopefully adopting someday soon.
I go back and read all my posts from the day we found out about you until...October 11th, 2009. I shouldn't, I am the poster child for the ugly cry. I think it is harder this year...daddy not being here.
5
five....time flies!!
This post was the hardest to read, to feel...
