I am so sleepy, tried to go to sleep. But there are so many things running through my silly brain I can't go to sleep. So I thought I would write some of it down...umm ok type some of it out so maybe if I do that I can wrap my brain around it.
Yesterday we were told a house we want may not happen, at first I was upset but then I thought...Hope this might be a surprise to you, but it isn't to God. He has a plan and things are going to happen how He wants them. So after a few tears, I prayed for God to open my eyes to where he wants me to live and since giving that to him I am ok with it.
Then today...the most amazing conversation happened with a good friend of mine. She tells me that her friend knows 4 different women that are pregnant that at this point don't want to keep the baby. I know that their minds may change, having that life growing in you for 9 months is world changing. I was overwhelmed and my words couldn't come out to her. Tears sure found their way out, but not words. Of course I told her YES YES YES YES, if I could take all four I would.
This person is so sweet and her friend has really been there for her, and has given of her time and heart to help my friend out. She doesn't even really know me, yet she thought of me when the possibility of these babies came about.
Scott had just got home and I called him into the bedroom and said sit down - he said ohhh gosh what is wrong. I said hold my hand...he was really scared then. So I told him and he didn't react really, then he said hon, I just don't want to get too excited or get my hopes up or think about it a lot. We hugged and he went out to flip the burgers. Then he came back in and said Hope...we might have a baby by Christmas! So much for not thinking about it haha.
I have my doctors appointment in the morning, even more reason now to have him make me better. There might be a baby on the way!
In other news, we rescued 2 kittens from my inlaws garage. The mother was hurt and could barely move. Sooo we took two and they are super cute. They have extra toes on their front paws...odd but cute. The blackest one is Tucker...not sure what to name the other yet.
Well, it is late and if I turn the lights out I might go to sleep